True Art is an Explosion

Watching Naruto Shippuden Episode 280 while I write this. In case you're not caught up (like me), Deidara's back. He's arguably one of the most annoying characters in this show, but I can't help but laugh at his obsession with art. I won't give away the plot, but he's still shouting ridiculous things like "I will find the Super Ultimate Art!" and "True art is an explosion!"

Right now my desk is a bit of an explosion. It has no chair (The Other Half is using it currently while he plays video games since his chair is broken), there are four works-in-progress strewn about, basing materials that still need to be cleaned up, and my almost-dried-out wet palette has been there untouched for almost two weeks. It's pretty scary.

While I've been missing my coveted paint time, there's a good reason for it. In just the past week-and-a-half, we've hosted a friend visiting from out of town (whose drunken shenanigans sent me flying into the kitchen island after a mistimed tackle-hug), traveled out of town for a sibling graduation, picked up my grandma from the airport and accompanied her to her dentures appointment (yay, she now has teeth!), attended two holiday office parties, played 9 hours of Dungeons & Dragons, and celebrated the memory of a loved on on their birthday in one of their favorite vacation spots. We're keeping busy for good reason. Any time we spend alone can be a blessing and a curse. Sometimes the last thing you want is to be left with your own thoughts and become painfully aware of the people you've lost since the last holiday. We've since started grief counseling now that we're strong enough to work through some of the complicated things we're feeling. I equate it with removing temporary bandages in order to clean and stitch wounds to make sure it heals properly and doesn't become infected. Still, it doesn't feel good to revisit things you've tried to bury in order to function properly... and I just busted out laughing at the anime I'm watching-- Sai just had a flashback as he nervously prepares a complicated sealing justu. "Releasing your emotions can make you susceptible to negative emotions. It can be very dangerous... Release your negative emotions and restrain them". Couldn't have said it better myself, Danzo! That reminds me, I can't wait to paint that shinobi I've started on.

Alright, back to happy painting stuff. No more sad rambling! I prepared my fox mini for the miniature exchange and have since primed her. We had some issue with the bow tip that kept falling off, despite trying to reattach it with super glue. It just popped off when I tried to sand it down and it's once again lost in the explosion of a mess that's my desk right now. Argh, I'll search for it later. I've glued this miniature on a pre-cast base from Micro Art Studio-- nothing too fancy, since this is a piece I'll paint quickly and send off before Christmas for a complete stranger who I hope likes it! Spreading holiday cheer one secret miniature gift exchange at a time.

I also purchased three online versions of "Figure Painter Magazine", issues 29–31. I'm reading through my first issue now-- so far, I'm enjoying the balanced content and the nice range of high-quality images in different styles. I particularly like the in-depth tutorials and the "Show Report" segment where they review different shows, competitions, and conventions that take place around the world. I'll share more thoughts as I read more-- I'm sure some of these will inspire me to start some new projects but not until I get my commissions taken care of!

Last but not least, I took advantage of the post-Thanksgiving sale at Secret Weapon Miniatures. I purchased weathering pigments for a great price and I'm looking forward to using some on steampunk miniatures and fantasy armor. It will be my first time using weathering pigments and I'll be writing about my experience soon! Which ones should I start with? Basic rust patterns? Some tarnished bronze armor? Verdigris? So many options-- I look forward to this new, and probably quite messy, weathering adventure :)

Secret Sophie

Hey guys! Sorry for delayed post. It was late and I hit "Save" instead of "Save + Publish". So embarrassed! Evidently the holidays have scrambled my brain.

Can you believe the holidays are almost here?! I'm still shocked Thanksgiving has come and gone and Christmas is only three weeks away. Even though retailers are convinced that we need a full-on holiday assault after Halloween, it's hard to get into the holiday season when it's 80 degrees outside. While I'm forced to acknowledge the upcoming holiday season when the ice-cream truck is driving down the neighborhood street blaring "Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer", I'm slowly easing into the holiday spirit. I find the holidays to be a stressful time-- lots of balancing different family expectations, mitigating inevitable hurt feelings (but knowing it's impossible to keep everyone happy), not to mention the financial strain it puts on everyone to travel with kids, pets, etc.

It's difficult look forward to the holidays this year.  This one's going to be especially difficult since it's the first time we'll be without a key family member. My Other Half said "I'm just going to try to muddle through the holidays without breaking down in front of everyone. There will be lots of crying." Ouch.

We'll get through it, I know we will. We have to. We're lucky to have people in our lives who play tug-o-war over us during the holidays because someone told them we're fun to have around :) We're grateful to still have that. When I feel overwhelmed by everything, I try to focus on the true spirit of the season, kindness and giving to others. I'm not able to make wide, sweeping gestures of good will, so I try to find lots of little ways to give, even if it's just brightening someone's day. So I joined my very first Secret Sophie to kick off the giving season! 

What is Secret Sophie, you ask? Well, it’s a lot like Secret Santa, with a more attractive (albeit more dangerous) delivery person! (For those not in the know, Sophie the Succubus is Reaper’s mascot.) This is the time of year for Reaper forumites to give a little holiday cheer to each other.
— fanguad (forum member)

Drawn by Izzy "Talin" Collier - Concept Art for Reaper 2003 Sophie

Both ub3r_n3rd and fanguad spent a lot of time arranging this event through the kindness of their own hearts. I just got word who my secret partner is and I can't divulge too much, on the off-chance that my "Secret Sophie" reads my blog. Long story short, we filled out a questionnaire and had the option of choosing a "gift-only" or "painted miniature + gift" and answered a list of questions that will help give our mystery partner clues about what we like/dislike. For example, some people say they prefer historical/fantasy miniatures, others prefer not to receive nude/gory miniatures. They pair you up with people who want what you can paint. (For example, I didn't sign up to paint gruesome monsters since it's not my strong suit). 

The person I'm going to be painting for asked for a type of miniature I haven't painted before (but within my abilities) and I'm going to have to get creative to come up with a good solution! I'm looking forward to stretch my skills to meet their wishes. While the deadline to exchange miniatures is January 15, 2016, I want to paint and ship my miniature gift before Christmas. Ideally, I'll ship it the second week of December before the post offices get super-busy. I want to ensure my Secret Sophie gets my miniature in the best possible condition-- I hope they like it! I'll be sure to post some work-in-progress photos soon.

Other than that, I signed up for Amazon Prime (I know I'm well-behind the times) and realized they had Legend of Korra. In one evening I watched the entire Season 1 and started Season 2. I should probably turn it off since it's 1:15am in the morning and I should probably get some sleep. I guess. If I have to :)

Paintsgiving

I started this weekend organizing my paints, cleaning the house in anticipation of guests, and trying to sneak in a little painting time before navigating the Thanksgiving holiday. I realized I've now accumulated enough paint to fill three of my paint racks and then some! I love these paint racks-- they're one of My Favorite Miniature Things that I wrote about last December. I can easily see the paint colors and they can also sit flat so I can store them in drawers. I'm still considering acquiring some upright paint racks that you can place on your desk, but for now, these are working for me!

Other than that, I'm happy that my sister was able to travel and spend Thanksgiving with us-- we played some card games, cooked, hung out with the our "furry kids" and watched Casino Royale.

I did my best to get some painting in the day before, despite some feline setbacks. "Oh, I'm sorry, did you want your paint desk? Well too bad, it's occupied."

I managed to paint most of Carla's face, despite the severe 30-degree drop in temperature that day. The weather really messed with my paint consistency! The colder it became, the thicker my paint seemed to become. That's new to me!

Other than that, I've been gearing up to start a new batch of minis that I'm really excited about. I'm putting togethersomething for a Secret Santa painted miniature exchange before the holidays-- it's a bit of a secret now but I'll share more about it in my next post!

I hope everyone had a lovely Thanksgiving here in the states and for those traveling abroad. I'd also like to take the time to give thanks for my blessings and appreciate those who support me in this hobby, whether it's kind words of encouragement or sharing their knowledge and experience. We all have things to be thankful for, and sometimes the biggest joys in life come in the tiniest packages -- literally :)